Friday, 12 March 2010

  • this is fucking bullshit

    wow i never would have thought it would end up this way... i go spend 2 weeks with my (now ex) husband when he gets out of jail and everything is great.... i come home and not even 24 hours after i get home he tells me he is done with me no longer wants me and wants me to jump off a bridge and die... i dont even know what to say or think anymore.... im so fucking depressed... i hate life

Sunday, 14 February 2010

  • To My Valentine

    So today is Valentines Day... 8 more days until the hubby gets out of jail. I miss him so much.... I Can't wait to see and talk to him again. I should be able to hear from him Wednesday or so... I miss his voice so fucking much its not even funny.

    I really hate valentines day.. Its such a worthless holiday... This is the firest Valentines Day I actually have a valentine... and look at us he's in jail and I'm 5 fucking hours away trying to figure out how to take care of him and put money on his books and trying to figure otu how to get my ass outta debt.

    But anyways Im trying to figure out how to get to see my sweetie next week... Ive never felt this way abotu anyone...I love him!!! sometimes i feel like such a bad person at times cuz I havent been able to find a way to get up there and see him... but its 5 hours away....

    some how i pictured my first valentines day as a married woman a little bit different than this...but we have decided to celbrate it when he gets out...I have some ideas baout what i want to do but i dont relaly know what to do... we dont relaly have a lot of money for us to spend... but i really wanna do something special for my sweetheart...

    idk goodnight yall

Monday, 01 February 2010

  • All I can think about is getting You Home!

    So I am absolutely miserable with where life has put me at this point... Dont get me wrong I love my honey...and am happy he is here for me but the situations in life fuckign suck!

    I am 6 weeks pregnant and really want to talk to my sweetie but my jail phone account has been blocked cuz I'm out of money on it... I tried putting money on it to day and the stupid bankdecided not put my check through until like 5 which means funds wont be on my account until tomorrow morning... which means I wont get to talk to him until tomorrow ( this talking to him every 4 days bullshit is not going to cut it)... I got a house phone today.. and the stupid bitch gaurd wouldnt deliver the message to him with the house phone number on it.

    So here I am fuckign bawling again... I hate these stupid hormones! uggh I just need to fucking talk to my baby and what i really really need is to be with him in his arms for him to tell me everyhting is going to be ok...he is the only that can make me feel better!

    I am 5 weeks AHEAD on my homework beacuse I have bene trying to distract myself fromm all this... and ironically enough one of my homeworks was to do a word generator to get 2 random words.. and my words were "LOVE" & "INMATE" of all things it can be... so yeah I had to do a photoshop image with those words...

    anyway i dotn even know what to do anymore... im peacing out...

    I love you dustin ray with every ounce of my heart! and then some you are my world...and hope we can get through this.... all of us!

Sunday, 24 January 2010

Friday, 22 January 2010

  • Long Time No See

    Damn.. I haven't been on here in for fucking ever...

    Updates...

    Im married to the greatest guy ever(Dustin Ray)... I love him so much (and miss him even more).

    I am back at school in Pensacola... having to leave my baby back up in Oneonta

    This will be my last semester at UWF (transfering to either UAB or Bama {sorry Gators you are still my favorite team I just gotta be close to my baby} for next year...or maybe even taking a break  )

    Will moved  now I'm sad... who else am I going to party with at 12 at Buffalo Wild Wings now (hahaha waffles you Will)

    I have yet another dorm (third set this school year... and 7th set of roomies in my college carrer...I will not miss campus living at alll{no sarcasm here I swear}

    Still no job and still broke (with massive debt...yay me )

    and

    There is a massive ass commercial set flying outside my window and it looks really really close to the ground... hmmm

     

    and wow did I really just put this blog in Bama colors???

     

     

    oh well Ramma Jamm Yella Hamma Give Them Hell Alabama.....

     

     

    {I still love the Florida Gaotrs with my whole heart I promsie }

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